I have realized how much I depend on other people to get out of the house and do things. Today I have been alone all day, and even though I really wanted to go out and do something I didnt. Why? Because no one was home to drag me out somewhere, and no one came and picked me up. I just cant walk out the door and go somewhere by myself. Neither am I the kind of person that call up other people to see what they are doing. I am helpless and dependent.
This need to change.